Kazuko
no Kinezuke
(Obligations
of Family)
Part II
On
reflection, Sesshoumaru decided much later, it would perhaps have been
better
to simply sit down quietly once Kagome had indicated her willingness to
humor
Inu-Yasha and pound out the niggling details of the agreement. But flexibility was not a trait shared by
either of Inutaishou's sons, and when Inu-Yasha chose to make himself
scarce
for several days after the harsh words he'd spewed in the garden,
Sesshoumaru
had simply accepted the minor miracle for what it appeared to be, and
asked no
questions. Inu-Yasha still prowled the
castle and surrounding property restlessly like the mononoke
the kitsune cub
had once accused him of being, avoiding the regular inhabitants. Sesshoumaru felt freed to resume his usual
activities, taking meals with his mate and children, training his heir,
and
dealing with the achingly dull paperwork that came with having a large
section
of the island under his benevolent paw.
Certainly, he saw his rule as
benevolent. He didn't wander the
countryside randomly decimating villages, he had no use for human
females
offered him as tribute and returned them to their families unharmed. Really, he would think Kagome's influence
was making him seem quite weak, except the rare humans he was forced to
deal
with still cowered mindlessly, and his mate's own considerable talents
made it
clear to any youkai that the male who
could control her could never be
weak. And they were a foolish bunch for
the most part, assuming force would be required to cow a spirit like
hers. It was much easier, and more
pleasurable for
everyone concerned, if she obeyed him out of desire rather than fear. In private, Kagome would show her temper as
it pleased her, but when facing other youkai
in public, she was demure and obedient, the ideal image of a powerful
lord's
mate. Until challenged, of course. Given leave to defend herself and the
children, she could and had called down purifying hellfire that licked
at the
fur of nearby tormentors and made them think several times over about
threatening anything of hers.
So
perhaps
it would have been easier for all if he had simply swallowed a bit of
pride, no
matter how badly it would have gone down, and worked out the details
privately. Unfortunately, it was now much
too late for
that.
Sesshoumaru
turned the packet, wrapped in oiled silk and sealed with the Council
crest over
and over in his hands. He was reluctant
to open it, not afraid, he told himself.
Fear was for what could not be controlled, and everything, everything,
was subject to some kind of mastery.
There was only the matter of finding where the strings were
pulled and
seizing them for one's self. But he had
no desire to see the words written. Set
down on paper, they might as well have been carved in stone, immutable,
and
making a hash of the delicate art of negotiation. He
cracked the seals and let the silk fall open, revealing the
folded and sealed massages within.
Setting aside the one marked with Inu-Yasha’s name, he opened
his own
and settled back to read it.
It
was not
as bad as it could have been, certainly.
He was invited by special directive to attend the next series of
Council
meetings, where Inu-Yasha would be permitted to make his case, and
Sesshoumaru
to agree or refuse. The Council would
then hear from what they were terming ‘other interested parties’ then
make some
kind of determination. It ruffled his
fur that the Council would presume to tell him what to do with his
mate, but in
all truth, the answer could have been much worse. Had
Inu-Yasha been youkai
rather than hanyou, they would almost
certainly have ordered Kagome into Inu-Yasha keeping until she was
breeding. And that was completely
unacceptable.
The
hiss of
the fusama opening caught his
attention, and he looked up to see Kagome standing in the doorway.
"Hana-chan
said there was a messenger."
He
nodded
toward the cushion across the table from where he sat, and she entered,
closing
the door and taking the place he indicated.
"It’s not from Sango, is it?" she asked, toying with the edges
of her sleeves.
"We
are
not that fortunate. The Council has
responded to Inu-Yasha’s request," he said, tossing down the parchment
in
front of her.
She
scanned
through it, eyebrows lifting at certain points. "They’re
making awfully free with your property, aren’t
they?"
He
shrugged. "There are laws, and
they must be upheld. Otherwise, chaos
and bloodshed would rule."
"You’re
pretty good at both of those," Kagome suggested.
His
smile
was a frightening thing.
"Yes. I am." He
handed her the still sealed parchment
bearing Inu-Yasha’s name. "He
should have that."
She
looked
down at it. "You know he’s not
speaking to me either, right?"
"He
is
also not likely to draw his sword on you.
He still needs you alive to complete this insane quest, after
all."
Kagome
shivered. "Charming thought."
"Indeed. Tell him you have agreed, if you wish. It does not change the necessity of this
journey. He may speak to me whenever he
chooses about the... particulars."
He picked up his copy of the summons and refolded it. "Ask Hana to pack. Everything
must be formal. A show of strength at this
point would not
be amiss, either."
Kagome
nodded, tucking the other parchment into her wide sleeve.
"And the children?"
"Sesshouinu
must go. As heir, he is affected. The others should stay here.
I will not willingly take them should this
prove a trap."
Kagome
frowned as she stood. "A
trap? Where are we going?"
"The
Council rotates meeting places. You
know this." She nodded.
The Council would come to the West the
following year for 8 weeks to conduct just this kind of business. "They are near Sapporo this year."
"Hokkaido,"
she said quietly.
"Yes. Hokkaido, and the Kita."
"And
your mother?"
"Yes. Tettsume-sama will be present.
You can plan on that."
It
was all
very well for Sesshoumaru to say ‘give this to Inu-Yasha,’ Kagome
reflected. It was another thing
entirely for her to find the sullen hanyou
in the labyrinth of corridors that made up the castle, even with her
improved
senses. When Inu-Yasha didn’t want to
be found, he was as elusive as the air.
Finally, she simply staked out a hall near his room and waited. He knew she was there. When
he wanted to know badly enough what she
was doing, he would come to her.
She
wasn’t
waiting long. "What do you
want?" he demanded, rounding a corner.
He’d been shuffling his feet on the other side for a few
minutes,
perhaps giving her a chance to break and run.
Thirteen
years facing off against his brother had steeled her spine. "You’re the one who wants something,
aren’t you? Kind of hard to get it if
you’re constantly ducking me."
"You’re
no good at teasing, Kagome. There has
to be some chance of getting what you’re talking about for it to
work." He folded his hands into
his sleeves and stared down at her.
"Does my sainted brother know you’re here?"
"Of
course." She slid the parchment
out of her own sleeve, holding it out.
"The Council granted you a hearing. You
can state your case, try to convince them of your
point."
He
opened
the latter and skimmed through it.
"Hokkaido, huh? You might
get your precious way anyway. That
bitch Tettsume hates me. She might kill
me the instant I set foot there just for kicks. Not
like she hasn’t tried before."
"You
don’t know what my way is anymore, Inu-Yasha." Kagome
shook her head sadly.
"So damn impatient. Yes,
Sesshoumaru and I talked about your request the morning after you
arrived. There’s more to consider here
than whether
or not I'm willing to sleep with you again.
You’re asking for a piece of my life back. You’re
asking me to bring a child into this world with parents
that have never been able to truly get along.
And there are things coming that scare me, Inu-Yasha. The wars are only going to get worse before
they get better. I know human politics
don’t particularly interest youkai,
but I don’t want to see any of my children caught in the crossfire. No one ever asks to be involved in this
stuff, but sometimes it shows up on your doorstep and there’s nothing
you can
do to stop it." She felt the tears
start to form in her eyes and stepped back before he could reach out to
brush
them away. "Talk to Sesshoumaru. I’ve already agreed to be bound by whatever
he considers acceptable. We have to
present a united front to the Council, whatever they think the
situation
is. The Kita want a piece
of the West, so they’ll try anything. And
they’ll get it over my dead body."
Inu-Yasha
blinked, staring at her. "I didn’t
know you cared that much."
"You
didn’t really know me at all, Inu-Yasha.
That’s the whole problem."
The
fusama rattled open for the second time
in an hour, leading Sesshoumaru to believe that perhaps he should seek
a
solitary place of contemplation somewhere else. Certainly
this one was become too much of a crossroads of
activity.
His
half-brother stood glowering in the doorway.
"Kagome said you agreed," he said without preamble.
"So
you
have yet to vanish from the castle after all.
I was beginning to wonder."
Sesshoumaru gestured to a cushion.
"You may as well come in. I
do not care to have this discussion with the entire household
listening."
The
fusama
slammed shut and Inu-Yasha stalked in.
"You could have fucking told me you were going to agree. I wouldn't have written to the Council
if-"
"If
you
got your way?" Sesshoumaru interrupted smoothly. "You
are so damned impatient, Inu-Yasha. That
has always been your greatest
weakness."
The
hanyou looked away. "Kagome
said the same thing."
"Kagome
is correct. Yes, I have agreed,
provisionally. Certain details must be
worked out first. I am not simply going
to turn you loose on my mate without a number of agreements. Kagome has certain concerns, as do I. When those have been addressed, we can move
forward."
Inu-Yasha
leaned back a little, and Sesshoumaru could sense his agitation calming. "Go ahead," the hanyou said. "I'm listening."
The
hot
water in the furo lapped at Kagome's
chin as she soaked the tension out of her shoulders.
The whole situation with Inu-Yasha had spoiled her mood for
days,
and compounded with the turn in the weather keeping the children penned
inside,
had frayed her nerves down to the thinnest of threads.
She
felt a
puff of cold air on her face as the door opened, but didn't open her
eyes. "Dare
desu ka?"
"Sesshoumaru,"
he replied as his youki washed over
her, making her smile. "Were you
sleeping?"
"Nope.
Not sleeping. Not thinking.
Not anything. Very nice."
"Shall
I leave you to your nothing, then?"
She
could
already hear the slide of silk against skin.
"No. You should join
me." There was a scrubbing sound,
and the splash of rinse water being poured over something, then the
waves
tickling her chin grew agitated as something moved into the tub. A pair of very familiar hands lifted and
moved her, and she found herself settled in Sesshoumaru’s embrace, her
back
pressed to his chest and his chin tucked into her shoulder. She let her own head fall back and turned to
rub her nose into a particularly sensitive spot behind his ear. The arms around her waist tightened briefly,
then he tilted his head away.
"Do
not," he said quietly, pulling her away a bit.
"Why?"
"Inu-Yasha
and I settled on terms. The Old Flea
will be permitted to sample your blood in the morning, to assure that
you are
not breeding now."
"I’m
not," she said decisively.
"The
flea will settle the issue definitively," Sesshoumaru continued
calmly. "Then, when the timing is
auspicious, Inu-Yasha will have his...opportunity."
"When?"
she asked with a sigh.
"Your
first heat after we return from Hokkaido.
With any luck at all, the visit will be a short one. Certainly, we have no other business
there."
She
could
hear the flatness in his voice that spoke of monumental control. "What aren’t you telling me?" she
asked, shifting to look at him.
"I
have
agreed not to... indulge my own desires until the matter is settled."
Kagome
stiffened. "I don't like the sound
of that at all."
"Nor
did I. But it was a perfectly
reasonable request, and I was able to use it ensure that you will only
have to
accept Inu-Yasha's advances on one night, rather than several. The trade is equitable," he assured
her.
"Not
to
me, it isn't. I didn't want you…
inconvenienced by this arrangement."
She sighed. "It’s not
working out like I wanted."
"There
is very little choice now, Mate. The
Council could and would do much worse."
She
let
herself lean back into him. "What
would they do?"
"If
you
refused? Scorch the earth, destroy this
place, kill the children and myself. I
only pray they would kill you outright rather than throwing you to the
rabble
for their use." His youki
crackled around them and she
pushed at it, trying to exert a certain amount of calm.
Kagome
swallowed hard. "I can do it.
Whatever I have to do, I'll do it. But
I'm going to hate Inu-Yasha for a long
time over this."
"Then
we are in agreement. I may never
forgive him."
Hokkaido
in
the grip of winter was cold, much more so than the castle near Saigoku,
and
Kagome was shivering as she slid from Aa-Un’s back into Sesshoumaru’s
arms.
"Cold?"
he asked.
She
only
nodded, pressing herself closer to his warm embrace.
Sesshoumaru
snapped in Jaken’s direction, and the toad-demon hastened to rifle a
pack and
bring its contents to the taiyoukai.
Sesshoumaru released Kagome, shaking out a
set of heavy fur robes and draping the over her shoulders. She pulled
them
close around her, and the shivering abated.
"Better?"
Sesshoumaru asked, eyeing her with concern.
Any appearance that she was in poor health could be used against
them.
"Yes,
much. Thank you." She
lifted her bow and quiver of arrows from
the dragon-beast’s broad back, keeping them close at hand.
A full meeting of the Youkai Council was no
place to start anything, but she was more
than willing to defend herself if necessary.
"Feh. Didn’t bother to get any stronger,
huh?" Inu-Yasha’s mood had been
even more foul since the negotiations had been concluded, certain that
his
brother had managed once again to get the better end of the deal.
Kagome
rolled her eyes. "Inu-Yasha, it’s
in your best interest to make sure I’m very healthy for the foreseeable
future. It would be a tragedy if I were
to get pregnant, then lose your child to some kind of illness."
"You
wouldn’t," he hissed.
Her
eyes
grew cold. "I’m so angry with you
right now that I don’t know what I’d do, so don’t push it." She turned to Sesshoumaru, smile fixed in
place. "I didn’t recognize this
many youkai when they came to Saigoku last."
"Many
chose not to come when we last hosted," Sesshoumaru said calmly. He stood in front of her deliberately, Aa-Un
at her back. With Inu-Yasha on one side
and Sesshouinu on the other, he was at least momentarily convinced of
her safety. "Should you feel threatened,
cast your
barrier. Do not wait to determine their
intentions. I fear we have very few
friends here. Sesshouinu, Inu-Yasha,
come. Jaken, see to Aa-Un."
Setting his jaw, he led the little party
into the heart of the castle.
They
were
several corridors deep in the massive structure when a voice rang out.
"Sesshoumaru!"
"Kuso," Inu-Yasha muttered. "This
just keeps getting better and
better."
"It
was
your choice, Little Brother, not mine," Sesshoumaru reminded him before
turning to face the speaker who'd called him.
"Mother. I see you are well."
Tall,
thin,
and pale, Tettsume's icy blue eyes looked down her upturned nose at
Sesshoumaru's companions. "I don't
like ningen, Sesshoumaru. Why
are you bringing them into my
home?"
Sesshoumaru
golden eyes narrowed. "There are
many, many places I would willingly take my mate before bringing her
here,
including Hell itself. And Inu-Yasha
was specifically invited here by the Council.
Take it up with them if you are disturbed."
"So
rude, aniki-sama," a voice said
from the other side. Sesshoumaru's head
snapped around to see a dark-haired youkai approaching, gray silk
fluttering
gently. "And to our own mother, as
well. The ningen really
have ruined you." His gaze swept
consumingly over Kagome. "Though I begin
to see the attraction. Perhaps we can
compare notes later."
The
situation was rapidly becoming untenable.
"Kuroshinu. It is well
outside your place to lecture me on manners." He
shifted slightly, putting himself between Kagome and Tettsume
while Inu-Yasha and Sesshouinu blocked Kuroshinu. Kagome, can your barrier
cover the four of us safely?
Hai, but it when it goes up, every
youkai here will feel it.
That was my intention. Now, if you
please.
Kagome
closed her eyes, reaching in to pull forth a wave of purifying energy. She pushed it outward, deliberately ignoring
the youki from her own men and
setting it over them in a dome of cold pink-white flame. It crackled
and spat, tiny tongues reaching
out to lick at the youkai outside the barrier.
Tettsume
sneered from one side, and Sesshoumaru could hear Kuroshinu growling on
the
other. But for the moment, they were
safe, assuming Kagome could keep the barrier in place indefinitely.
Another
figure moved beyond the barrier, and Sesshoumaru's gaze shifted.
"That's
enough, Tsutsuji-chan. Call your son
off before the miko brings the castle down on our heads."
Tettsume
glared at the old inuyoukai behind
her, then gestured to Kuroshinu, and he stepped carefully around the
barrier to
join them.
"Your
mate and son are safe now, Sesshoumaru," the old dog continued. "She may stop. Preferably
before we are buried here."
He
waited a
moment, deliberately, then gave Kagome the shallowest of nods, and the
barrier
fell in a shower of sparkling dust.
"Ojii-sama. Greetings."
"Tettsume,
take your foolhardy son and go. I wish
to speak with Sesshoumaru."
She
glared
at her father for a long moment, the swept away, the dark inuyoukai
following in her wake.
They all watched until the pair vanished around a corner, then
the elder
dog shook his head slightly. "And
to think that is what I have for an heir.
You are beyond fortunate there, Grandson." His
gaze turned to Kagome. "And you,
Granddaughter? Are you well?"
Kagome
smiled. "Well enough,
Inutaijin-sama. Thank you for your
help."
"Thank
you for not toppling the castle. You
could, you know." His gaze shifted
to Inu-Yasha. "So this is the one
making all the fuss, eh?"
"My
father's younger son," Sesshoumaru said.
"Inu-Yasha, this is Kita no
Tai-inuyoukai, Inutaijin-sama. My
grandfather."
Inu-Yasha
nodded, refraining from making a rude comment.
"So who's the kuro inu?"
he asked, hand easing from where it had been wrapped around the
Tetsusaiga's
hilt.
"Technically,
your step-brother, pup. Come.
I'll walk with you to your quarters. I'm
sure you want to hear the story."
"So
he's only half-inu?" Kagome
asked, pouring tea into delicate cups.
"Yes,"
Inutaijin said. "Tettsume chose to
associate with a member of the Kuro-Ryuu
Clan after her return from the Nishi.
Poor choice on her part, that time. She
returned home in disgrace, again, with
Kuroshinu, and proceeded to create chaos in my home."
"She
is
rather… abrasive," Sesshoumaru allowed.
"She's
an out and out hell-raising bitch." Inutaijin declared.
"Not that that's any great fault for an
inu female. But Tettsume
takes it too far at times. Still, she has
her supporters among the clan." His gaze
shifted over to Sesshoumaru. "Are you sure
you won't change your
mind?"
"Positive." Sesshoumaru shot a look to Kagome, and she
nodded, setting the teapot aside and rising.
"Please
excuse me, Ojii-sama, but the journey
was quite fatiguing. Might I beg the
use of your bathhouse?"
"Of
course, Granddaughter. You know where
it is?"
She
offered
him a charming smile. "I'll find
it, I'm sure."
Sesshoumaru
glanced at his son. "Sesshouinu,
go with her. Jaken will bring you both
fresh clothing."
"Hai,
Otou-sama." He rose and
bowed, then escorted Kagome out
of the room.
"You
deliberately sent him away," Inutaijin stated.
"Yes. He knows he is not my son by blood, but
Kagome and I have not explained the circumstances surrounding his
conception
yet." Sesshoumaru heard Inu-Yasha
shift impatiently and shot him a glance.
"You will continue to
keep your peace on the subject if you are in any way wise."
"He
should know," Inu-Yasha argued.
"He
will," Sesshoumaru responded,
"when I think it is
time."
"You'd
better start thinking about it soon, Ouson. It will be the first suggestion the clan
puts forward to solve your little difficulty," Inutaijin warned him.
"Inu-Yasha
and I have already settled on terms. We
are wasting the Council's time here," Sesshoumaru sniffed.
"The
Council is best disposed to decide how to spend its time, and you know
it," the elder youkai snapped.
Then he sighed. "You can't
blame me for favoring my own blood, Sesshoumaru. You
should do the same."
"Sesshouinu's
blood is my father's blood, and therefore mine as well.
I fail to see your point."
"You
said it yourself, aniue. There's
no more Kita blood in the pup than Oyaji
and I have," Inu-Yasha smirked, jerking his chin at the walls around
them. "They can't control him, and
they hate that."
"You're
going to allow him to speak that way?" Inutaijin asked, eyes narrowed,
Sesshoumaru
gave a long-suffering sigh. "I
gave up long ago trying to curb Inu-Yasha's tongue.
Kagome has more patience for it than I."
"I'm
sure that's true."
It
was an
ugly insinuation, and one neither brother cared for.
"Look, Kagome's only willing to do this to spike your
fucking wheel, Jijii, so shut your
fucking mouth about her."
Sesshoumaru
rolled his eyes. "You see why I
gave up the exercise as futile. All the
Council needs to know is that she will do what is required of her to
provide
Inu-Yasha an heir."
"For
your sake, Sesshoumaru, I hope she does.
Things could turn very ugly otherwise."
Sesshoumaru
went still as a stone.
"Explain."
"If
she
doesn't provide the hanyou with an
heir, others are bound to ask. You
cannot un-ring the bell."
Inu-Yasha
glared at his brother. "How many
fucking brothers do you have?" he snapped.
"Two
too many, at this rate," Sesshoumaru snapped back.
"What do you mean, Ojii-sama?"
"I
mean
that I know Kuroshinu's temperament. If
Inu-Yasha does not succeed, he will surely ask for a chance himself. He has no mate at this time, you know."
Sesshoumaru
growled. "Kagome is not a tidbit
to be passed from hand to hand for all to taste. If
Sesshouinu were not Inu-Yasha's get already, I would
not-"
"Now
you see what I mean about un-ringing the bell.
Kuroshinu could conceivably receive support for his petition
because he
is my current heir."
"Current
heir," Sesshoumaru echoed.
"Meaning what?"
"Meaning
I have other grandchildren and great-grandchildren, though he is the
eldest,
yourself excluded. Your mother was
supposed to have two pups, you know."
"She
did, or are you breaking out new secrets?" Inu-Yasha sneered.
"Obstinate
idiot. She was to bear Inutaisho two
children, one to be his heir, and one to be mine. With
some carefully arranged mating, the Kita could have
had a strong presence in every great youkai house in Japan. But she couldn't abide his
quirks." Inutaijin sighed.
"Your father was as stubborn as the two
of you combined."
"You
mean his really bad habit of not killing every human who crossed his
path," Inu-Yasha said snidely.
"Oh, yeah. That's
weird."
"You
are trying this Sesshoumaru's patience, Ojii-sama. What are you trying to say?"
"You
have a daughter, Sesshoumaru. I have a
great-grandson a year younger than your heir.
Agree to their mating, and I will arrange to make that pup my
heir."
Sesshoumaru
watched him coolly. "And will you
offer a great-granddaughter for my heir as well, I suppose, and work
the Kita blood back into the Nishi
line?"
"If
I
thought you would accept her, yes. In
an instant."
Sesshoumaru
stood abruptly. "I must instruct
Jaken. We will speak about this
later." He bowed to Inutaijin and
left the room.
Inu-Yasha
was left with the Kita no Tai-Inuyoukai.
"Well, pup. You are supposed to be
his advisor. What will you advise?"
Inu-Yasha
snorted. "To get as far from here
as he can as fast as he can. But I'm
not the one you have to worry about.
He'll ask Kagome about the pups."
"And
what will his mate say?"
Inu-Yasha
smirked broadly. "Not even on a
cold day in hell."
Kagome
blinked for a long moment after Sesshoumaru filled her in on the offer
Inutaijin had made. "When hell
freezes over," she said at last.
"Wait, no, not even if hell froze over."
"The
boy is not Tettsume's," Sesshoumaru assured her. "My
mother has several nieces and nephews. He
must be suggesting one of their
pups."
"So
we
can sell Himeko to the Kita in
exchange for pissing off the current heir?
It would be a disaster."
She studied his face for a moment.
"What else did he say?"
"He
would offer one of his
great-granddaughters for Sesshouinu, as well."
"So
if
they can't force their way into power in the West, they'll just breed
their way
there, is that it?" Kagome demanded.
"Essentially,
yes." The whole discussion was beginning
to annoy Sesshoumaru no end.
"Nothing must be decided now.
But keep the possibility in mind.
Hell freezing over may happen sooner than you anticipate."
Kagome
heard
the chiding tone in his voice and backed down, keenly aware of the ears
turned
on them far from home. "I
understand." She sighed.
"Is there anything else I need to
know?"
"The
Council's first suggestion regarding the issue of Inu-Yasha's heir,
courtesy of
the Kita, I might add, will be to turn Sesshouinu over to his
custody."
Kagome
chewed her lower lip apprehensively.
"He won't understand why. I
suppose they'll make it really clear when they suggest it, too."
"They
will," Sesshoumaru agreed.
"So it is probably best to explain the situation ahead of
time."
Kagome
pushed herself to her feet from where she knelt on the tatami. "All right,
then. Let's get it over with."
"Oi, pup."
The
boy
didn't move from his spot on the wall, staring out across the snowy
garden. Inu-Yasha sighed in
exasperation and trudged through the drifts, hopping up onto the stone
structure then dropping down to sit next to the pup.
The ice on the ledge under him melted, soaking the seat of his hakama, and he squirmed restlessly. "Aw,
fuck!"
Next
to him,
Sesshouinu glanced at him and let out a barking laugh.
Inu-Yasha
eyed him with concern. "What was
that for?"
The
pup
shook his head. "Nothing,
really. Okaa-sama said
something…"
"What?"
"Not
important." Sesshouinu tuned his
gaze back to the snowy garden. "So
you and Okaa-sama, huh?"
Inu-Yasha
blinked a moment, trying to adjust his mindset. "Yeah,"
he said at last. "It was a long time ago." Beside him the boy snorted, and Inu-Yasha
nudged him with an
elbow. "Shut up if you want to
hear this. I'm guessing that's why
you're out here and not in shouting at them."
"'S
not
their fault, So what happened?"
"Your
mom's a funny kind of person, kiddo.
She believes, or at least, she used to believe, in the deep down
fundamental goodness of everyone. Once
you have her trust, it takes a hell of a lot to break it.
And when you really do break it, it breaks
something in her at the same time."
"So
you
went and broke my mom? Thanks a lot,
Inu-jijii."
"Watch
your mouth, or your mother will do it for you, and you won't like it. I didn't set out to hurt her, even though it
seems like that's all I could do.
Anyway, we'd finished off Naraku less than a season before. Sango and Miroku had holed up with Shippou
in the taijiya village right after,
and Kagome and I went after the rest of the shards. There
couldn't have been more than a handful left at that
point. It was a lot like the way it had
been in the beginning; track down a shard, kill the demon, look for the
next
shard. None of the 'get revenge for the
shit Naraku pulled' stuff. It was fun,
almost. I didn't want it to end. And I kind of lost my head for a while. I thought it could really work.
So one night, I kissed her. I don't
know why, I just went for it. And she
kissed me back."
"Heat."
Inu-Yasha
turned to look into a pair of golden eyes that were all too knowing for
the
12-year-old they occupied. "Why
the hell do you know about that?"
Sesshouinu's
expression was clearly inherited from the demon who raised him. "I'm not stupid, Inu-jisan. Or a pup.
Otou-sama explained mating a
long time ago."
"And
you didn't jump out of your fur the first time he brought it up?"
Inu-Yasha asked.
"No. Just the first time I accidentally walked in
on him and Okaa-sama." He
shuddered slightly. "Ick."
Inu-Yasha
had to agree with that sentiment.
"Yeah. Okay. So
you have a pretty good idea of what
happened next, then, right?"
The
boy
looked at him, then his eyes went distant, and he shuddered harder, but
nodded.
"Well,
trust me when I say it was a good idea at the time.
Except I'd forgotten about something. Kikyou
was still wandering around with part of Kagome's soul and
a grudge bigger than Ryuukossei. She
was just staring at me when I woke up, like I was some piece of trash
under her
foot, but something she couldn't get rid of at the same time. And she had her damned bow pointed at
us. So I got up, very carefully, and
went to talk to her. She was about 12
shades of pissed, and wanted to kill us both, seeing as I'd defiled
another
miko and broken my word to her, at least in her eyes.
She still had enough power then to purify me with a touch if
she'd wanted to, so I made an effort not to make her angry. I told her, very stupidly, as it turned out,
that I would go to Hell with her if she would leave Kagome in peace."
"Why
didn't you just kill her?" Sesshouinu asked.
Inu-Yasha
sighed. The boy had Sesshoumaru's
mind-set, no doubt. "I'd promised
her my life, a long time ago. That I
would protect her, become human and live with her.
She was the first person who was remotely kind to me after my
mother died. I felt like I owed
her. I would have killed anyone who
tried to hurt her."
"And
Okaa-sama killed her," Sesshouinu
concluded.
"See,
you know some of this story already.
Yeah. Kagome woke up and saw me
betraying her with Kikyou, more or less.
But then, Kikyou had seen me betraying her with
Kagome." Inu-Yasha sighed again. It was
getting to be one of those kinds of
days. "Don't ever fall in love
with two women at the same time, kiddo.
Especially if one is the reincarnation of the other. Nothing good comes of it."
"Nothing?"
Inu-Yasha
looked at the pup, then grinned and ruffled his hair.
"Okay. I was
wrong. One good thing came of it. So anyway," he went on, picking up the
tale again, "I said a whole bunch of things to your mother that she
really
didn't need to hear at that moment, none of which were true. And I left her at the absolute worst moment
in her life. And somehow, Sesshoumaru
found her."
"He
was
looking for you," Sesshouinu supplied.
"And the Tetsusaiga."
Inu-Yasha
rolled his eyes. "What else is
new? He couldn't use the damn thing
then, not to mention it's the only that that keeps me sane. Nice, huh?"
The
boy was
quiet for a long moment. "I'm
gonna inherit the Tenseiga," he said at last. "So
I'm not gonna want the Tetsusaiga. Otou-sama
says the prospect of the two Fangs in one hand is disturbing."
"Which
means he's scared shitless of the possibilities. And
he's right. They were
just teeth the last time they were together.
Tenseiga's older, anyway. You
should have it."
"So
what will you do with the Tetsusaiga?" Sesshouinu asked.
"That's
what this is all about. I asked your
mother for a very big favor, and she's going to grant it for me as soon
as we
get clear of the Council. But listen,
'cause this is the important part. No
matter what the Council says, I'm not taking you from your parents,
okay? It's not gonna happen."
The
boy
nodded solemnly, and Inu-Yasha relaxed just a little.
Come what may with the Council, hopefully, the worst was over.
It
was just
wrong, Kagome decided.
Certainly,
she wasn’t opposed to formal kimono when necessary, and wore her own
black robe
with embroidered mon and a gold
basket-weave embroidery near the bottom, another play on her name
Sesshoumaru
enjoyed. And she’d seen his formal wear
more than once, though he almost never wore it.
But
the
image of her mate standing next to Inu-Yasha, both wearing identical
black
haori and full-legged hakama, rather
than the variety that gathered at the ankles, was unsettling. They both stood with heads bowed slightly,
arms folded, leaning back against the wall opposite her own position. And it seemed that Inu-Yasha had finally
come into his full height, making him only an inch or two shorter than
his
brother. Sesshouinu stood on
Sesshoumaru’s other side, mimicking the pose of his father and uncle,
though
with slightly less-then-perfect results due to his restless nature and
height
that brought him only to Sesshoumaru’s shoulder. She
narrowed her eyes, trying to picture Taishomaru next to his
brother, and another white-haired, dog-eared boy next to Inu-Yasha, a
veritable
army of Nishi inuyoukai. It
wasn't that bad an image, and she allowed
herself a slight smile.
What amuses you so, Mate? Sesshoumaru's
voice echoed in her mind.
Just adding Taisho-chan and this pup
Inu-Yasha wants to the picture. She
called the image to mind again and felt the echo of Sesshoumaru's wry
amusement. The West would be
unbeatable.
Implying we can be beaten now? There
is no guarantee Inu-Yasha would leave
his pup with us. Or that he would agree
to take up his share of the defense.
Well, my pup will be raised with his
or her siblings. So that should keep him
pretty close. And since he'll have nothing
better to do…
Devious. I approve. In
theory, at least. Assuming we get through
here in relative
control of the situation.
The
fusama to Kagome's left slid open and
she straightened, hearing the rustle of silks as the others did the
same. A court functionary emerged from the
inner
chamber and bowed. "You are
called, Sesshoumaru-sama."
He
nodded,
and reached out to take Kagome's elbow.
"Come."
Kagome
never
enjoyed this part. From the first time
she had walked into a Council meeting, leading Sesshouinu, she had felt
the
hostility of the youkai lords. That
same hostility was still present, some
of it dispelled by her more youkai
appearance now, but no where near all of it.
And she only looked youkai.
She could pull youki from Sesshoumaru, but it
only served to fuel her own miko
powers. Purification was a serious
threat to everyone in the room, but it certainly wasn't flashy,
compared to
poison whips and flying blood claws, not to mention demon swords with
the power
of life and death.
They
stepped
one by one into the main part of the room, and somewhere near the
front, a
herald called out their names as they approached.
"Nishi no Tai-inuyoukai Sesshoumaru-sama…
Nishi no Miko-youkai Kagome-sama…Nishi no
Koushi-inuyoukai
Sesshouinu-sama… Nishi no Hanyou
Inu-Yasha-sama."
The
men were
a wall of black kimono and silver hair between Kagome and the members
of the
Council on the dais, Sesshouinu to Sesshoumaru's left, Inu-Yasha to his
right,
the place he was born to take. Kagome
knelt behind them, a tiny black and blue flower with silver tracery
spelling
out all where were dear to her on the uchikaki
Sesshoumaru had given her.
Inutaijin
sat in the center of the platform, flanked by taiyoukai
of various breeds.
"Well, Inu-Yasha, hanyou son of Inutaisho.
What is it you wish from the Council of
Youkai?"
It
was
dangerous water they were treading now, and the approach had been
worked out
carefully.
"Forgive
me, Inutaijin-sama," Inu-Yasha began, and Kagome could hear the edge in
his voice. Eating crow only pleased him
when he got to kill it first. "I
wrote in haste. The matter has been
resolved. There is no need for the
Council to be involved."
A
grizzled kitsune from the South, Genkitsu, spoke
up. "But we are involved,
now. More questions than answers have
come up since you wrote. We will have
those answers. What is it you seek,
Inu-Yasha?"
She
could
hear Inu-Yasha's teeth grind. "My
mate died childless, and I have no interest in taking another. But I have a legacy from my father to
consider. I'm asking for Brothers'
Rights, to sire an heir on my brother's mate."
"And
she has whelped?" the Eastern Wolf-Lord, Yamainu, asked.
"Three
times. All very healthy."
"That
brings up another point," Inutaijin stated. "Kagome-sama's
eldest pup is your get, is he not,
Inu-Yasha?"
Sesshouinu
flinched,
and for one second, Kagome would gladly have gutted her mate's
grandfather
where he knelt.
"But
I
have adopted him," Sesshoumaru inserted smoothly. "And
I will not relinquish my
claim. His mother was my mate when he
was born. He has never been claimed as
Inu-Yasha's son."
"And
Sesshoumaru and I have already come to terms," Inu-Yasha continued. "There's nothing for the Council to get
involved in anymore."
"We
are
not a stick to be waved when you wish to make a threat, Inu-Yasha. You asked for our aid in this matter, and it
will be given to you." The
implication that it would be given whether he wanted it or not was
clear.
"Lord
Sesshoumaru has taken a powerful mate," Kuroshinu said from his
position
on one side of the dais. "A miko
who can command youki. Perhaps
if Inu-Yasha’s request is to be
granted, we should grant the same to others as well.
Surely this wealth of power should be shared."
"You
speak of my mate as though she were a breeding sow," Sesshoumaru
hissed. "Each child is a risk to
her life. Would you have me carve it
out of your hide if she were harmed, Otouto-san?"
"Of
course Sesshoumaru’s mate should not be required to provide child after
child
for the great houses. There is no
precedent for such an action, and it is unconscionable to hand her
around to
strangers like a plate of sweets."
Inutaijin stirred, then resettled himself. "But
our law says a brother may ask this favor. There
is an agreement already in place, a
process we cannot disrupt. However,
Kuroshinu shares as much blood with Sesshoumaru as Inu-Yasha does. If the mating with Inu-Yasha should fail, I
think it would be appropriate for the miko to be asked to enter
into an
agreement to provide a child for the Heir to the Kita
clan. Is this
agreed?"
There
was much murmuring amongst the council
members,
and Kagome sat through it for several long minutes, glaring at
Inutaijin. He stared back at her with icy
eyes until
the murmuring died down, then spoke.
"Shall we vote?"
Kagome
wanted to vomit. Outside the Council
for this decision, Sesshoumaru was forced to abstain from both the
discussion
and the vote. Four members voted
against the plan, and five for it.
At
that
moment, Kagome could have done without seeing any of them ever again.
Kagome
watched with distaste as Myouga's body, perched again on her exposed
forearm,
swelled with blood, and she squashed down yet another urge to smack him
flat.
Finally,
he
rolled back, sated, and she pressed a thumb over the small wound.
"Well?" Inu-Yasha demanded from where he leaned against the wall.
"Kagome-sama
has most
delicious blood," the flea responded, still resting on her arm. Kagome glared at him a moment, then turned
her wrist, dumping him to the ground.
"No
one
cares, Nomi," Sesshoumaru said
from the far wall. Kagome glanced over
to catch his eyes, then away before the look could say too much.
"There
is no recent taste of Sesshoumaru-sama in Kagome-sama’s blood, nor is
she
breeding at this time."
"No
shit," she muttered, forcing herself to remain a reasonable distance
from
her mate. "I’m going into
heat."
"You
sure?" Inu-Yasha asked.
Kagome
closed her eyes, pushing down the humming in her blood that was drawing
her
toward Sesshoumaru. "Very.
You don't want to know what I'd do right now
if it meant I could be with Sesshoumaru."
She didn’t look over to him.
They were both too jumpy.
"Let’s
do this, then." Inu-Yasha reached
out to take her wrist, only to have her pull away.
"Wait." She crossed the room, slowly, to
Sesshoumaru, and carefully rested a hand on his cheek.
"I love you," she said quietly.
His
head
dipped in acknowledgement. "I
know." She back away a little,
then Sesshoumaru’s hand flashed out, catching the back of her neck and
pulling
her mouth to his in a searing kiss.
They were both panting when he pulled her back enough to rest
his
forehead against hers, their eyes locked.
"Mine."
She
nodded. "Always." She
slipped back, shivering at the touch of
his fingers against the scars on her neck.
"I’ll be back soon."
She
trailed after
Inu-Yasha as he nearly dragged her down the hall toward his room, the
room that
had been his mother's, that had been hers the first two years she lived
here. He was leaning in to kiss her as
soon as the fusama closed, and she
turned away sharply, so his lips landed close to her ear.
"Kagome…"
he growled, frustrated.
"Stop
it, Inu-Yasha," she demanded, stepping back and turning away. "I'm only doing this to help stabilize
Sesshoumaru's position. I don't have
many… fond feelings for you, so don't try to bring them out. Let's just get this over with."
Inu-Yasha snorted. "Wish it were that simple, bitch. I can't just throw you one the futon and ravish you. I just don't work that way." He stepped up behind her, pulling off her uchikaki and laying it aside. "I know you're hurting…"
"It's
not pain," she
said, trying to ignore the similarities between his behavior and
Sesshoumaru's,
the delicacy with which they treated her.
She was in no mood for delicate.
"It's different, deeper.
It's hard to explain."
"Your
blood tingles in your veins," he said softly, unwinding her sash. "You'd do anything to stop the
burning."
He
sounded
so much like Sesshoumaru when he spoke like that, and she let her head
drop
back against his shoulder. "How
did you know?" she asked as the plum-blossom kimono slid from her
shoulders.
"It's
in your scent, your ki, the very air
around you is full of it. I smell it, I
feel it against my skin, sinking in until my bones itch to touch you."
"Why
didn't you ever tell me any of this before?" she asked as he stepped
back. She could hear the rustle of his
fire-rat clothing as he shed it.
"Was
that ever what you wanted to hear from me?" he asked, sliding his hands
around her waist. "You were so
hung up on being Kikyou or not being Kikyou.
You were so worried that all I could see was her in you. You never stopped to ask if I saw you in
her."
She
stiffened in his grip at the name, the mood ruined.
"I'm sure she appreciated the comparison as much as I
do." Taking a deep breath, she
untied the narrow sash holding her yukata
closed and slid it open under his hands, the touch of his skin on hers
making
her blood burn even as her mind tried to resist the urge to mate. "Just do it," she hissed out
through gritted teeth.
"Get
off me."
"What
did you just say, bitch?"
Kagome
glared up at him, face flushed and beaded with sweat.
"You heard me," she panted. "You
got what you wanted.
Now get off."
"You
said his name."
"You
should be grateful you even come close to comparing, Inu-Yasha. Your brother is an expert."
"You
were calling his name. What the hell,
were you just pretending he was here instead of me?"
Her
body
grew unbearably hot beneath him, and he scrambled back before her miko
powers
could burn him. Kagome stood, collecting
her yukata and slipping it on, securing the knot before looking
over to
him. "I did what I had to do to
get through it, Inu-Yasha. What did you
expect?" With that, she turned and
left.
Inu-Yasha
wasn't quite sure what he was seeing at first.
He'd followed Kagome here after she'd delivered that ringing
blow to his
pride and swept out of his room.
Honestly, he'd expected her to return to the castle's main
apartments,
but that area was much further down the hall, closer to the children's
rooms. Instead, she'd swept one of the fusama open and slipped through it,
slamming it shut behind her. Then there
had been a soft cry, followed by some low murmuring he recognized as
his
brother's voice. The rustling of fabric
had followed, then Sesshoumaru…growled?
Inu-Yasha slipped closer to the door, one eye to the narrow
crack where
it had rebounded in its track from the force Kagome had used to close
it.
Sesshoumaru
was slumped in a chair against the far wall, head tilted back almost as
if he
was asleep, though there was too much tension in his form for that to
be the
case. One of his hands gripped the arm
of the chair, claws biting into the polished wood surface, the other
woven
through a mass of something dark near his thigh.
It's hair, he realized suddenly. He's
got his hand in Kagome's hair. But
what's she doing…? It hit him then,
what Kagome was doing, kneeling in front of Sesshoumaru, her head in
his lap,
the subtle movement, his brother's tense muscles and low-pitched growl. She
left me, he thought, and came back
here to do this… to him? His own
throat started to vibrate, ready to growl out a challenge when
Sesshoumaru's
head shot up, crimson and gold eyes pinning Inu-Yasha in an instant.
He's gonna lose it any second. Abruptly,
Sesshoumaru's head dropped
back again, chair arm groaning under the assault of his claws. The hand in Kagome's hair tightened, and the
motion shifted subtly. Then he could
hear Sesshoumaru hiss, and a muffled gasp from Kagome, then the thick
sound of
heavy swallows. Closing his eyes,
Inu-Yasha turned away. He should never
have followed her, should never have seen this. Hell,
he should never have come back here, probably, though it
was too late to change his mind on that front.
What he'd thought he wanted, what he'd thought was here, was
long gone.
She
was
still standing outside the door, Sesshoumaru noted, placing aside
another page
of official correspondence. He wondered
as he broke the next seal, whether she planned to come in or stand in
the
corridor all night.
Finally,
there was a faint tap at the door, as if she were unsure about
disturbing him.
"Enter."
Kagome
slid
the fusama open and came in, closing
the door carefully and sliding the latch into place to secure it. Apparently, this was to be a very private
conversation. No children or annoying
servants permitted.
He
watched
her movements as she crossed the room to kneel on the other side of his
table,
hands modestly in her lap, head bent low.
She'd been quiet the past two days, worse than the days leading
up to
the anniversary of her birth. She had
withdrawn, not only from him, but from the children as well, leaving
the
lessons to be given by Rin and her mate Taigaku. And
those responsibilities were falling more and more on the
human as Rin's first pregnancy proved uncomfortable in the mornings. Sesshoumaru sighed to himself.
Two breeding females in the house. Not
a recipe for peace and quiet.
He
waited
for several minutes for her to initiate the conversation, then folded
up the
papers and put them aside.
"I
should turn this nonsense over to Taigaku, and have him bring me only
what
absolutely must have my attention. He
could certainly stand to do more work, and he came to us at a high
enough
cost."
"Rin's
very happy with him," Kagome murmured, not looking up.
"He's exactly what she wanted."
"Fortunate
for him, or she would have found herself widowed quickly enough."
When
Kagome
didn't snap back at the veiled threat, he knew something was terribly
wrong.
"Kagome? What troubles you, koi?"
She
looked
up, amber eyes full of dread. "I
have a problem." With that dire
statement, she let down the walls she'd been holding between them, and
the
inferno of her mind swept over him.
To
Sesshoumaru's credit, he didn't flinch as the full force of his mate's
heat ran
though him, but it was a long minute before his voice would function
above a
growl, and there was no forcing the red tinge from everything he saw. "You are not breeding." He'd
thought her brooding tied to the early,
uncomfortable stages of pregnancy, but clearly, that was not the case.
She
shook
her head miserably. "I know what I
should do. I know I can choose to go
back to his bed, or inform the
Council and prepare myself to face Kuroshinu.
But I don't want to. The whole
time I was with him, all I could
think about was you." She hadn't
said Inu-Yasha's name since he had left early the morning before to
clear an
infestation of insect youkai from the southern reaches of the lands. A message could reach him in time to return
before Kagome's cycle shifted, assuming it was sent quickly, and she
was
willing to try again.
"I
know. You have a third option in mind,
then." He knew what she was
thinking. It wasn't even that bad an
idea, all choices considered.
"A
lifetime wish. To help me fulfill the
agreement with Inu-Yasha. I can't face
the other possibilities."
He
could
feel the misery rolling off her in waves.
It had been nearly 48 hours since she had been with Inu-Yasha,
and
though she still cycled on a human schedule, the introduction of youki made the sensations associated
with her fertility that much more intense.
His poor mate had been burning for his touch for two days, and
had been
controlling it masterfully. He couldn't
have been more proud of her. "You
hardly need to make a lifetime request out of a wish to mate, koishii. I am more than
willing to oblige."
He
could see
she was forcing herself to remain still rather than flying across the
table to
tackle him. "The agreement says
that the child will be hanyou."
"I
am
aware of that." Her delicate claws
were digging in to the fabric of her kimono.
He stood and stepped around the table to her side.
"Come with me. I
have no intentions of ambushing you in my study."
Her
hand was
shaking when she put it in his.
"It seemed like a good idea at the time."
"Oh,
it
was a good idea," he growled, leading her to the door.
"I have many just like it already in
mind."
The
castle
was dark when Inu-Yasha entered, and he moved toward the family wing,
intending
to check on Kagome, when a strange sound caught his ear, and he turned
his
attention to tracking it down and discovering its source.
He
traced it
to the great audience chamber, and pushed the door open to see
Sesshoumaru
seated casually on the floor, leaning back against the edge of the
dais,
drinking sake straight from the flask and humming some low tune.
He
rubbed
his eyes, but the strange sight refused to resolve itself into
something that
made sense. "Sesshoumaru?" he
called softly into the moon-lit room.
The
taiyoukai
lifted his head and gazed coldly at the hanyou. "Ah. Little
Brother. Have a drink, Little
Brother." He scooped a corked
flask from the floor and pitched it toward Inu-Yasha, who batted it out
of the
air before it could hit him in the face.
It shattered on the ground, adding to the scent of sake.
"What
are you doing here, drinking in the dark?" Inu-Yasha demanded. "What kind of way is this to protect
Kagome?"
"Ah,
yes. My mate. Congratulate
me, Little Brother.
This Sesshoumaru is going to be an uncle."
The
words
gripped Inu-Yasha’s heart. Then it had
worked, despite the cold, unfeeling nature of their night together. Kagome was pregnant. He’d
left the morning after, almost before
dawn, unable to face her anger, or worse, her condescension. "I should see her," he muttered,
moving further into the room.
"Where is she?"
Other
smells
started to override the sake in the air, and Inu-Yasha was
almost sorry
he asked. "Resting,"
Sesshoumaru informed him. Then his tone
turned taunting. "We ‘celebrated’
her condition quite thoroughly. And of
course, she tires more easily now."
He drained the sake flask and flung it at the wall where it
ripped
through the delicate rice paper to shatter against the stone of an
exterior
wall.
"Kagome’s
going to shit a brick when she sees what you’ve done," Inu-Yasha
gritted
out, keeping a firm grip on his temper.
A rare moment of insight allowed him to understand exactly what
Sesshoumaru was feeling. He’d felt it
himself, when Kagome had thrown in his face years ago that she was
pregnant
with the taiyoukai’s first true child.
"Kagome,"
Sesshoumaru intoned, "is a very understanding woman; more so than
either
of us deserve. And you still have
matters to attend to. Toutousai must be
contacted, and provided with adequate material from which to craft a
suitable
sword." He pulled a small packet
from inside the folds of his clothing and tossed it to Inu-Yasha.
This
missile
he caught, and unwrapped carefully, to reveal a long white fang,
clearly pulled
from his brother’s mouth.
"Why?" he asked, confused.
"The pup’s going to get the Tetsusaiga. Why
would he need another kiba? And
shouldn’t it be mine..." His voice drifted
off as realization washed
over him. "Oh, no... You
bastard. What did you do to her?"
"Contrary
to popular opinion, I do not desire your death. Or
at least, not usually.
Certainly not anytime soon enough to necessitate passing on your
sword
right away. And as to the other,
anything I did to spare my mate pain or degradation is solely my own
affair. You will have your hanyou
heir, capable of wielding Father's Steel-Cleaving Fang.
Do not presume to hope for more." With
that, Sesshoumaru lapsed into silence,
leaning against the dais.
There
was a
brush of silk on straw behind him, and he turned to see Kagome slip
into the
room, white yukata belted firmly closed under a loose kimono. He watched her as the moonlight touched her
fair skin and tousled hair and realized that she was nearly glowing. "Tadaima," he said quietly.
"So
I
see. Okaeri nasai," she
murmured. She slipped past him quietly,
skirting him so that not even her shadow touched him, and knelt before
Sesshoumaru, reaching out to touch his face and make him aware of her.
"It’s
cold tonight, my Lord. Come back to
bed."
Never
in his
life had Inu-Yasha heard Kagome speak so formally, and he wondered for
a moment
if he had broken some part of her spirit yet again.
"Kagome?"
Sesshoumaru asked, as if just seeing her.
"Hai.
Come back to bed, atashi no ai.
I can’t sleep without you."
Sesshoumaru
stood and walked out of the room, passing Inu-Yasha as if he weren’t
there. Kagome rose to follow, pausing
for a moment next to him, but refusing to look at him.
"He
told you what to do, right?"
"Yeah."
"Then
do it. Bring the sword back with
you. Maybe by then, I’ll be able to
look at you without wanting to throw up."
She walked away, leaving Inu-Yasha alone in the dark.
Kagome's
spine stiffened at the sound of a familiar pair of feet crunching their
way
through the leaves of the orchard.
"Kagome!"
She
turned
slightly at Inu-Yasha's call, habitually pulling the edges of her
over-kimono a
little tighter, hiding the roundness of her frame in its soft folds. "You certainly took your time getting
back," she commented, stepping back a little as he came closer.
He
shied at
the rebuke in her tone, stopping well out of arm's reach.
"The jijii took half-forever
making the damned sword. Wanted to know why the hell I was bringing Aniki's
tooth as source material. Took
for-damned-ever understanding things, too." He
slid the second sheath riding at his waist free and held it
out to Kagome, baring and inch or so of blade.
"Cut yourself with it."
"What?"
Inu-Yasha
sighed. "The jijii said you
have to cut yourself with it before it's complete.
You don't have to cut anything off; just slice your finger or
something."
She
looked
past him to where Sesshoumaru was approaching, deadly silent in spite
of the
autumn leaf-fall on the ground.
"It
is
normal," he said, taking the sword from Inu-Yasha's grip and
approaching
her. "A shallow cut will
suffice. The blade will know the
child's blood through you."
Kagome
pursed her lips and nodded, sliding one finger along the shining edge. So sharp was the blade that she didn't
realize she was cut until she saw the thin ribbon of blood stain the
polished
metal. The exposed metal flared
pinkish-white for a moment, and once the light faded, Kagome could see
that the
blood had vanished. "Where did it
go?"
"Into
the blade," Sesshoumaru replied distractedly, pulling the rest of the
blade free from the sheath. "Why a
wakizashi?" he snapped to Inu-Yasha.
The
hanyou
shrugged. "The jijii made
the decision. He said he couldn't see
why anyone would have a use for two katana," he replied, aiming a
pointed
look at the mis-matched hilts at Sesshoumaru's waist.
"Anything else?" he asked, taking the short sword back
and settling it back into place next to Tetsusaiga.
'It
has a
name, I assume?" Sesshoumaru sniffed.
Inu-Yasha
gestured to Kagome. "Ask her.
I'm sure she knows it already."
"Kagome?"
he asked gently.
Kagome
was
still there, she was sure, but she felt disconnected, apart from the
mild
sibling rivalry occurring around her.
"Hamaiga," she whispered.
"The
Demon-Rending Fang. Appropriate, to
protect the child of a miko," Sesshoumaru concluded, moving to cradle
Kagome possessively from behind.
"Yeah,
whatever," Inu-Yasha muttered, the subject starting to circle emotions
he
was reluctant to confront. "The
damned jijii had me stoking the fire for his fucking forge for
more than
a month. I'm going to bed."
He
was
turning away when Kagome trilled his name.
"Inu-Yasha?"
He
turned
back. "What?"
"I'm
dying for some peaches, Inu-Yasha. I
can't tell you how happy it would make me to have some right now."
He
scuffed
at the crackling leaves around his feet.
"It's a little late in the season here, isn't it?"
"I
know. But I really want
them." There was a glint in her
eye now, almost a challenge.
"They
may still be in season in Kyushu," Sesshoumaru offered blandly.
"Fuck." Inu-Yasha's shoulders slumped,
defeated. "Fine. Peaches
from Kyushu. You want anything else while
I'm
there?"
"Not
really. A surprise, maybe.
Make sure they're a little green. I
want them to crunch when I bite into
them."
Inu-Yasha
shuddered, but didn't argue. "The
surprise will be me actually finding them."
"A
pregnant bitch must be humored, Inu-Yasha," Sesshoumaru patronized. "You should hurry. Summer
even in the south won't last much
longer."
"Yeah,
right," he said turning to leave again, this time heading for the wall
circling the gardens in the distance.
"Ja ne."
Kagome
waited until he was clear of the wall before relaxing back in
Sesshoumaru's
grip. "That bought us a few more
days, at the least. Maybe even two
weeks."
Her
mate
followed the constant motion beneath the skin of her rounded abdomen. "We shall have to think of something
else to drive him off when he returns."
Kagome
let
her hands slide up his arms until they were wrapped behind his neck. "Maybe the Northern borders will need
patrolling by then."
He
leaned
down to nuzzle her neck, inhaling the fragrant perfume of hormones she
gave
off. "I can almost guarantee
it."
Sesshoumaru
looked up from where he sat behind Kagome, holding her up as she panted. "You are satisfied then,
Inu-Yasha? You make no further claim on
my mate whatsoever?"
Inu-Yasha
couldn’t tear his eyes from the black-haired infant squirming
restlessly in his
arms. "What? No.
Nothing more. She’s done more
than enough." He shifted the
little boy until he could get a hand free to trace the delicate
fingers, and
smiled when his own finger was wrapped in a warm infant grip. "Hey, you. You’re
pretty strong for a little pup."
Sesshoumaru
curled back over Kagome, forcing her to curl up as well, and murmured
in her
ear. "Now, koi. It’s safe. Do it
now."
Inu-Yasha’s
contemplation of the baby was shattered when Kagome let loose an
ear-rending
shriek in counter-point to Sesshoumaru’s growl and delivered another
infant
into the hands of the waiting midwife.
He watched, stunned, as the taiyoukai
slid out from behind Kagome and helped her to recline comfortably, then
moved
to the foot of the bed to accept the still, silent bundle from the
solemn
midwife.
"Oh,
shit," he muttered, cradling his own squirming bundle closer as
Sesshoumaru knelt near Kagome’s head, stroking her face with one hand. She stirred restlessly under his touch but
didn’t wake, clearly exhausted by the ordeal.
"She
is
very weak, My Lord," the midwife stated quietly. "It
is, of course, your decision, but it might be best for
Kagome-sama to concentrate her energy on the boy instead, as he seems
very
healthy already..."
Sesshoumaru
refused to grace her with so much as a glance.
"See to Kagome-sama’s needs.
By law, the girl has a month to improve, and I will not deny her
that. Kagome, you should see her,"
he went on, attention focused once more on his mate.
"She is as beautiful as you."
"What’s
wrong?" Inu-Yasha asked the midwife, trying not to look as she cleaned
away the evidence of Kagome’s labor.
"The
girl-child is very weak, barely breathing," the woman said softly,
trying
not to catch Sesshoumaru’s attention.
"I fear she will not survive until dawn."
Inu-Yasha
blinked, trying to wrap his mind around the situation.
Another woman he loved, another life over
before it could even begin. Did the kami just hate him, was that it? There
was a soft melodic piping tickling his
ears, and he flicked them, trying to ignore the sound, until he
remembered the
first time he’d heard it, waiting around for Tetsusaiga’s sheath to be
repaired, talking to Myouga, Shippou, and Kagome, and his eyes went
wide in
realization.
"Fuck,
no! Kagome, wake up!" he shouted.
Sesshoumaru
turned to glare at him, eyes starting to bleed red, growling low in his
throat.
"Cut
that out!" Inu-Yasha demanded.
"There’s no time. The
Tatarimokke’s coming for her." He
gestured to the infant in Sesshoumaru’s arms.
"You’ve got to wake her up!"
"Even
I
cannot change fate, brother. Would you
have her watch as the child’s soul is taken?
I cannot be that cruel."
"Then
get your damned sword and do something."
"There
must be some will in the target to live, Inu-Yasha.
She lacks even that slim hope."
Inu-Yasha
snarled. "Damn you for a quitter,
then." He kicked the futon frame,
and Kagome stirred more. "Wake up,
wench. That Soul Piper’s coming for
your baby. You gonna let him have
her?"
Sesshoumaru
would have tackled him had it not been for the infants they both held,
and that
fact alone held him back as Kagome’s eyes opened, squinting at first,
then
growing wider as the piping music grew louder.
"No," she murmured, still half-asleep. "Go
‘way."
"Make
him, Kagome," Inu-Yasha urged.
"You stopped him before."
"Youki... can’t..." He head
rolled toward Sesshoumaru. "She’s...?"
"She’s
very small, Kagome. Very
weak." He was starting to
understand Inu-Yasha’s desperation as the piping music grew louder. "I would not have forced you to see her
if she would not be staying with us."
He turned the baby a little, so Kagome could see her tiny face.
She
reached
out and brushed the thin dark fuzz on the baby’s head.
"Human."
"Yes,
until dawn." He didn’t state the
obvious, that dawn was too far away now to help her.
"No,"
Kagome stated, quiet but firm. "He
can’t have her." She let her hand
rest on the girl’s head and closed her eyes.
Then a flash of rose light
erupted from them, forcing everyone to hastily shut their eyes to avoid
being
blinded.
Inu-Yasha
cracked an eye open when he heard a baby coo, but it wasn’t the son he
had
clutched to his chest. Instead, he
looked over to see Sesshoumaru, staring at a white-haired youkai
infant in his arms, amazed.
Kagome
looked into her tiny daughter's pale blue eyes again.
"They aren't changing at all," she commented, shifting
the little girl down to finish her meal.
"She's going to have blue eyes."
"So
it
would appear," Sesshoumaru agreed from across the room.
"Sorame, then?"
"I
suppose. Since Midori's probably
out. You're going to have to take my
blue uchikake and have it added, you know.
I want her name on there.
And please tell me Inu-Yasha has made up his mind.
'My boy' is getting old, and frankly, a bit
irritating."
"He
has, indeed. And before I finished
drawing Toukijin, even. He chose
Tenkashi. 'Divine Gift from
Heaven.'"
"That's
not too bad," Kagome mused, brushing her fingers over Sorame's
azure-striped cheek, encouraging her to eat.
"Just a little more, sweetheart," she murmured, then looked up
at Sesshoumaru. "She looks like
your mother, you realize."
"That
does not mean there is any reason for Tettsume to see her.
The further that particular bitch is from my
children, the better."
"True,"
Kagome said, passing the baby into her father's practiced grip. "What about this visit you were talking
about?"
"Ryuujin
and Kazegawa should arrive in a few weeks.
Ojii-sama has made discreet inquiries about advancing
Ryuujin to
a position as heir." He shifted a
squirming Sorame expertly as she brought up a tiny bubble of air.
"Then
Kazegawa's the girl they want to give us for Sesshouinu?"
"Hai. She is Ryuujin's younger sister."
Kagome
shifted, suppressing a wince. "Two
very direct ties to the Kita. It
doesn't seem very smart if we're trying to distance ourselves from the
North."
"Ginkitsu
has a great-granddaughter he wants to offer for Taishomaru. It would provide a link with the South. I understand from him that the girl's father
would be a pleasant surprise for you."
Kagome
frowned, fussing with the collar of her yukata. "And
have you found a suitable mate for Sorame as well?
I don't like the idea of selling out
children off willy-nilly to the various great houses.
Shouldn't they have some say in it? And
Taisho-chan still thinks girls have fleas."
"Kazegawa
will become Nishi if we agree.
And it is a compliment to you that so many of the great houses
are
seeking alliance with us now. Ginkitsu
will agree to settle his seat on Taishomaru in exchange for the
match." He sat on the edge of the
futon, careful not to disturb his still-tender mate, or the daughter
who was
sliding quickly toward sleep. "Youkai
do not seek mates for love, Kagome. You
know this."
"Yeah,
but it's a nice side-benefit," she murmured, slipping further beneath
the
covers to sleep.
Sesshoumaru
waited until she was well and truly asleep before stretching out next
to her,
Sorame carefully cuddled between them to keep her warm.
"Aa. That it is, koi.
That it is."